I'm attracted to the everyman

You know what I realized? I'm pretty much attracted to everyone.

everyone that is a man that is.

Because guess what, I think everyone has something beautiful about them and its usually that "ONE THING" that I end up finding attractive. For example, a guy may have the ugliest butt chin, but if his eyes are gorgeous, I find him attractive no matter how heinous the chin.

Is that weird?

I suppose so...

But it's like really great songs. There's that ONE PART that you absolutely love and the rest of the song is just mediocre, but you still listen to the whole song for that one part. Eventually, you come to like all of the song. Its the same with guys. They may have the greatest smile or super cute ears and the rest of their features may just be average. It doesn't really matter all that much. 

The more I get to know a guy I can learn to accept the less attractive parts of him. They some how become attractive to me because of his personality (If I like his personality) 

Who woulda thought personality could have a physical impact on some ones appearance?

here's the problem with all of this.

I think I'm going to marry some one I don't find attractive.

I feel most comfortable around minimally handsome men.

Once I find something attractive about a guy, I don't really see them as a "brother" type friend anymore. Its like "O they're cute. Potential dating material!" even if I really consciously have no intent in dating them. Then, once I've realized I like something about them, I get all nervous in their presence or I feel like I have to be my best around them and I can't just joke around or be crazy kari. 

I don't particularly love that because I'm a genuine person.

  The guys that I like to be around I don't find attractive and I feel no need to impress them. This means I get to know them better and they're my best friends.

You're supposed to marry your best friend

even if they're ... well... ugly.

In the words of Elder Ballard "Get married. Just do it"
Everyone can be beautiful 

Has your car ever hit another car without you in it?

ya ..... that happened today.....

:P

but its okay!! Rabbi Omar wasn't hurt.

The Late Bloomer

I've been thinking about this recently....

And I am pretty sure I know what I want to do with my life. 

I've sort of always wanted to be a teacher; it has always been an appealing career.

but you see, I have this fear of being a terrible teacher. 

I think I could be great, but I know I could be horrible too.

hmm.

My friend lindsey tells me all the time that I have more potential than being a teacher, but in my eyes, teachers are some of the most influential people in the world. They shape our thoughts, the very way we perceive our world around us. Teachers have shaped my opinion and formed my beliefs throughout my life. 

Why wouldn't I want to do the same things for others? 

I just. I feel like I need to change the lives of others. I need to help others learn how to think outside the box and be open minded. I need to "SHOW" people the world. Really show it to them.

Perhaps the best way to do that is as a teacher. 

why do most people view teaching professions as unworthy careers? 

I can't think of a more worthy profession. 

I'm deciding to major in Interdisciplinary Humanities with an Art History emphasis and a French minor with intention to go into secondary education. 

:S

Barrel Roll

If you've never gone to google and typed in

"Do a barrel roll"

DO IT NOW!

Trying new things

 In college

 I don't do extra curricular activities and those were my LIFE in high school.

So I'm somewhat dying of boredom

and I guess I could study 

or 

make new friends

or 

get a job..

but instead, 

I'm learning how to play guitar!

side note: pay no attention to the awful singing voice

Mario Kart Love Song ?????

Mario Kart Love Song

This is adorable.

I think note

Instead of taking notes like a good college child....

I doodle!